Burned Out.

Working 48 hours or more every week is exhausting.

Less time for social life.
Far from family.
Always busy.
Stressed.
Depressed.
Hungry.
Tired.

And then life repeats itself again the next day.

A few minutes ago, I found myself praying:

“Lord, kailan Niyo po ako bibigyan ng maraming pera?”

Then afterwards…

“Lord, bakit ang dami po?”
(referring to delivery receipts at work) 😅

Funny how we ask for blessings, but sometimes forget the responsibilities that come with them.

There are days when I keep asking:

“Why me?”
“Why can’t things be easier?”
“Why do I always feel tired doing this?”
“Why am I not happy at all?”

Sometimes it feels like I’m just surviving instead of actually living.

If only I were rich, I’d probably take my family somewhere far away.
No stress. No deadlines. No worries.

Just rest.
Peace.
And time together.

Because honestly, after working too much for too long, you start realizing that what you really want is not luxury — it’s peace of mind.